2003-12-07 - 8:56 p.m.

I'm tired of everyday battles

I'm tired of watching everything that goes into my food

Tired of deciding which is the worst ingredient of the lot

Tired of knowing that I can't seem to satisfy my sweet tooth

Tired of knowing my weakness for dark chocolates and cakes and the like

Tired of deciding what's for dinner and tomorrow's lunch

Tired of telling myself I need to lose weight

Tired of looking at my belly

Tired of my stuffed nose and near-asthma attacks everytime I laugh too much

Infact,

I miss my regular cardio sessions at the gym

I miss the friends I've gotten to know at the gym

I miss fried bee hoon with tau-kua and egg for breakfasts

I miss my mum's packed lunches

I miss Singapore

I miss home and

I miss you

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