2003-03-12 - 4:11 a.m.

I remember writing about how much I like watching the news .. its somewhere in the old archives..

But I'm beginning to realise now that infact, I don't quite enjoy the news anymore. I haven't watched the news for a long time - especially anything to do with the US-Iraq issue.

I'm embarassed to say that I haven't been following what's happening between them. I have no wish to follow it. I guess we all know the final outcome, so what's the point of being fed all the useless crap (Oh, I meant *INFORMATION*) of justifying whether it will be for or against the war?

I wish I could only write about how a pimple has affected my day, or how I'm not coping with my fat day or how my day is now ruined because of a chipped nail.... I seriously do..

but I can't because life is cruel; poverty, hopelessness, death, loss of anything and everything imaginable, hunger, all because of mankind's greed for power plagues the innocent people I have only seen on television, people I have heard of or read about.

So what do I do? I try to shun, igore and filter out the unpleasantries. It makes me a very ugly person and the fact that I am able to admit it makes me an even uglier person. And even I don't quite like myself right now.

Sorry.

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