2003-01-28 - 10:42 a.m.

And so it goes,

same story, different day

same story, different processes

same story, different moments

same story, different moods

same story, different expressions

same story, different characters

same story, different props

same story, different headlines

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I can feel myself changing

not neccessarily for the better

Such feelings are unexplainable

my beliefs are not what they were

my train of thoughts scattered

my heart not where it should be

my interests displaced

Lacklustre, jaded, uninspired, bland, dreary are the themes this season.

Ebony, grey, mud, moss are the 'it' colours.

Blend in, blend well.

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Take heed for the heart is not behind that smile

The mind unfocused at every stroke of the key, at every word written, at every jump and step taken, at every pull and tug against the dead weights.

Feelings of indifference, distance, aloofness..

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